You Don't Need Treats, You Don't Need No Halloween. But I Hope You Need Me.

forgiveness.

what is included in forgiveness? what does it really mean?

I'm not angry.. and I'm not blaming anyone anymore.
but that doesn't mean i understand.
and it doesn't mean it won't have residual hurt.
so have i really forgiven?
will i ever forget?

we're on the road to recovery.
in his mind it's forgive and forget though.
he's already seemingly recovered.

the fighting part. and uncontrollable sadness is over i think.

the paranoia?

... well there's another residual..

does moving forward necessarily mean moving on?
I'm probably going to be stuck like this for awhile.
no less than the first time.

and maybe part of it is my fault.
the fighting at least..
i mean.
no.
it's not my fault.
it's not my fault.

it can't be my fault this time.




i know i'm vague.. but that's how i like this..
sorry?