he doesn't know.
that's all i hear.
i don't know.
i don't know.
everything.
do you want something?
i don't know.
do you still want to be with me?
i don't know.
i'm anxious. and easily stressed.
and it stresses him out.
and i'm sad all the time..
and it's hard on him.
i've been mean..
but i just miss him..
and he never misses me the same.
he never seems to want to be around me..
he doesn't kiss me the same.
except today...
and i cried.
because it was sad..
that he hasn't been that passionate in over a month.
two months?
..
remember what i said?
.. how long does it take for someone not to matter.
or something..
i just never change..
i need to be happy...
grind my teeth, smooth and flat in my sleep.
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this effing creeps me out.
ReplyDeletethis really freaking creeps me out.
besides the kissing, which can be accounted for HIM telling me how he feels about me,
but,
this is like.. exactly what kinda of relationship me and wolf had..
it's just.
I tolerated him, when I knew that's not what love was about.
...
:S i'm not the one tolerating :(
ReplyDeletei know i want to be with him.
i still love him..
he just doesn't know if he loves me. or if it's practical or something :s
the worst part is that at one point he did... and now he might not..